March 1st, 2004

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so the other night was one of those nights when everything got all simple and easy to understand and uncomplicated. right, you remember that? okay. well, today is the exact f*cking opposite of that. I can't figure out SH*T. don't know WTF I should do with myself. today is one of those days where I feel like I should actively take steps to simplify things. it's all screwy and cloudy in my head, like wichita is just a big mental smog or something. you know - when you arrive here, it grows all smoggy INSIDE your head instead of outside.

what's weird though is that what I *really* want to do with my life, what I wish I could do, is the same today as it was on Uncomplicated Day. unfortunately I have other obligations that are preventing me from doing it. obligations that I'd rather have than not have.

see, I told you it was complicated. I don't even want to be here today. I mean, even more than usual.

on the bright side, I took out a little bit of frustration by driving to work this morning. one of the times when having a manual transmission was the absolute best. now all I need to do is get my stereo installed.

i have decided to stop using caps today

maybe i will skip the punctuation as well
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I hereby retract the naming of my car as SCOOTER. It's lame. I voluntarily jump back into the murky quicksand of indecision regarding my car's name.
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    Three Drives - Air Traffic
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My LJ, two years ago today:
Tandra's got another migraine. I put her to bed, then put the kids to bed, then finished putting together the nice TV trays my dad bought us. Cleaned up the living room and did the dishes.

I like taking care of her.
I like that this sentiment still applies. :-)
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    William Orbit - Barber's Adagio for Strings (Ferry Corsten remix)