September 12th, 2006

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I haven't been sleeping well. I'm sleepy and tired and grumpy all day and I can't sleep at night because I just screw around online and stuff. I'm utterly unproductive at work, which is bad because I have deadlines.

Tandra's been in a lot of pain since the weekend, and today her hair started falling out in clumps. She's a lot more upset than she thought she would be about it. It kind of makes this whole fucked up thing more real.

My home computer has decided suddently that it wants to run so slowly as to be unusable. I can't really wipe the HD and reinstall until my DVD burner shows up because I have a lot of crap to back up. I really need a new HDD because the one I'm using now is 20GB. It's too small. I also need more RAM and a better video card. I basically need a few hundred bucks worth of stuff for my computer to make it perform decently.

We're also probably going to be spending money on head wraps, scarves, wigs, and that sort of thing.

None of my medical bills are paid. I'm just able to keep up with the usual utilities and stuff.

I'm in a bad mood. I think maybe I need a psychiatrist and a psychologist.

Awesome. More medical expenses.

Warning: shameless begging ahead.