October 26th, 2006

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One person made a good point that I failed to include "rectangular" as one of the face shape options. He says my forehead and jaw are more squared than the word "oblong" suggests. So since oblong was by far the winning choice last time, break it down for me. Rounded or squared?

one more shot

oblong - rounded corners
rectangular - squared corners

Maybe I did and I just forgot.

Today is weird. I was up too late last night so I slept in and said I woke up with a migraine (I didn't). So I didn't get here until 11. It's 3 now so I've been here for 4 hours but this day has DRAGGED AND DRAGGED and how can it seem so slow and dreadfully boring when I've only been here since 11? It's all foggy and fuzzy outside and no matter how much internets I read, I feel weirdly disconnected from the world in a way I can't really articulate. It's weird.

However, I can confirm (don't you hate it when people say that? think outside the box, people, please) that Blazin' Buffalo & Ranch Doritos are full of yum and burnination.

Today marks the triumphant return of the Mario Hoodie. Because I couldn't wait for the exchange process to happen, I simply ordered a new one of the correct size and returned the first one for a refund. Should be showing up any time now. 1up to you all.

Oh, and how is it that I'm 30 years old and have only just now been made aware of the potential of Mentos and Diet Coke? I should have known that by like sixth grade for sure.

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Today's just been a rotten day for me emotionally. Some days are just like that for no reason. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. But today I've just felt lonely and sad. I've been thinking about just how intimately well I knew her, better than anyone else ever did. How I knew the quirks of her personality and every little nuance of her body. Today I've felt her slipping away. A few excruciatingly sad moments have been stuck in my head, and while I don't want to deny those memories, I wish they would go away. I am feeling a very specific kind of loneliness, a kind that no one can fill. I have a lot of friends and family who love me, and this hasn't happened frequently, but today, I'm very specifically lonely for her, and nothing else fills that. I have no one to turn to for that kind of support, and it makes me sad. It sucks. I wish this part of things would just hurry up and go by. It would be nice to skip forward to March or so. I hope for many sunny days this winter.

Anyway. Had to get that out. Tomorrow will be better.