The thing that panics me the most is that when I'm home from work, I just can't motivate myself to pack or do any of the crap that MUST BE DONE. I'm just too tired and I resent having to WORK when I'm NOT AT WORK. I suppose this has lots to do with the fact that I really don't want to move out of the house - we sort of have to. I suppose I'm procrastinating. Bad idea.